Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I Will Lose My Shit If Just One More Person I Know Dies.

All the people's mouths are moving
All you hear are car alarms.

This is getting ridiculous.

Friday, December 17, 2010


Finally some good news! Just what I've been looking for!

Again, I have to keep things vague, just for safe-keeping,
but at least there's a little bit of hope in the future.

So far today, I have:

Tidied up a little bit
Made lunch/dinner with enough for leftovers tomorrow
Cleaned and reorganized my hookah and shisha collection
Found the perfect gift for Van's birthday
Called into the phone company to sort out some issues

I feel pretty productive.

Work at 7 today, until 11, which is kind of shitty, but its hours, so I can't complain too much.
I also need to call Microsoft AGAIN because they've been charging my bank account for no reason.

Easy enough.

Today I also found this article, which made my day and began step one to my "Hope in Humanity Restoration" project (which doesn't actually exist, by the way.)

This awesome guy named Dragan drunkenly jumped into the ocean off of a high-dive and killed an enormous shark that had previously killed a person and injured others. Apparently when he landed on it, he broke it's neck, killing it on impact. Definitely my kind of man.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Fuck it.

Fuck this shit.

Fuck moving
Fuck packing shit
Fuck clothes that don't fit anymore
Fuck messy houses
Fuck boyfriends
Fuck girlfriends
Fuck ex's
Fuck friends
Fuck the people that say they care about you
Fuck the people that say that love you
Fuck the people you thought you could trust
Fuck Poughkeepsie
Fuck New York
Fuck drunks
Fuck retail
Fuck shitty holiday seasons
Fuck spending the holidays by yourself
Fuck growing up
Fuck living on your own
Fuck money
Fuck humanity
Fuck the motherfuckers that try to hold you down.
Fuck wanting to knock someone's teeth down their throat
Fuck people that bail on you
Fuck it all.

Just fuck it all.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010


13. Thoughts and opinions on Mean Girls

This movie has a devilish amount of truth to it, I suppose. How corruptable youth is, how highschool can be for some people. I never really related though. If anything, I related to Janice.

14. Do you have any siblings
I do. Kind of.
I have a half brother and I have a half sister. I also have a "brother"
We never lived together, so we aren't super close or anything. But aside from that, I get along with them rather well.

15.Favorite Junk Food
Gotta go with Funyuns on this. And, of course, icecream.

16. Favorite Disney Princess Movie
Disney princess? Not so sure. I really liked the Princess and the Frog???

17.Thoughts on Ugg boots.
A trend that should have died out a long, long time ago.

Picture unrelated.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Two Days

11. Your Top 3 Favorite Bands

1.The Weakerthans

I've been listening to these guys for years now. A lot of people don't recognize the name, either. Apparently they're pretty popular in Canada.
There music, I always find, is inspiring. Every time I listen to them, I feel like I learn something. The Weakerthans have a song for any moment of any day. For any feeling, any emotion and any situation.

2.Protest the Hero
Here is another band that I've been following for a few years now. Their album "Kezia" is my absolute favorite. I often choose them for long car rides. (They keep me awake!) They're one of the few heavy bands that I've discovered that actually have important lyrics. Important lyrics AND a concept album? From a metal band?! Yes, it is possible!

I don't really have a third, to be honest. I have my two favorites, then the rest that I really, really like are all pretty even!

12. Your Thoughts or Opinions on Harry Potter

Funny that you should ask, as we just spent Thanksgiving watching the first 6, then went to the movies the next day to see the 7th.
I grew up with Harry Potter (and Harry Potter grew up with me, actually). So, the entire series is very dear to me. Every book and every movie has been purchased or viewed on the first available day (except for this last one, actually, because I was traveling...) Basically, I freaking love the Harry Potter series.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Mumm Baby!

10. Talk about your pets or the pets you would like to have.

Mumm Ra is my cat-baby.
I love him dearly.
He is currently curled up next to me, sleeping.
Almost 10 pounds.
Hes getting so big!!

someday I would like to have a crow.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Raw Food Time?

Raw food time.
I gotta lose this weight.
Its showing more and more.