I Will Lose My Shit If Just One More Person I Know Dies.

All the people's mouths are moving

All you hear are car alarms.

This is getting ridiculous.

SHARK SLAYER!!!

Finally some good news! Just what I've been looking for!

Again, I have to keep things vague, just for safe-keeping,

but at least there's a little bit of hope in the future.

So far today, I have:

Tidied up a little bit

Made lunch/dinner with enough for leftovers tomorrow

Cleaned and reorganized my hookah and shisha collection

Found the perfect gift for Van's birthday

Called into the phone company to sort out some issues

I feel pretty productive.

Work at 7 today, until 11, which is kind of shitty, but its hours, so I can't complain too much.

I also need to call Microsoft AGAIN because they've been charging my bank account for no reason.

Easy enough.

Today I also found this article, which made my day and began step one to my "Hope in Humanity Restoration" project (which doesn't actually exist, by the way.)

This awesome guy named Dragan drunkenly jumped into the ocean off of a high-dive and killed an enormous shark that had previously killed a person and injured others. Apparently when he landed on it, he broke it's neck, killing it on impact. Definitely my kind of man.

Fuck it.

Fuck this shit.

Fuck moving

Fuck packing shit

Fuck clothes that don't fit anymore

Fuck messy houses

Fuck boyfriends

Fuck girlfriends

Fuck ex's

Fuck friends

Fuck the people that say they care about you

Fuck the people that say that love you

Fuck the people you thought you could trust

Fuck Poughkeepsie

Fuck New York

Fuck drunks

Fuck retail

Fuck shitty holiday seasons

Fuck spending the holidays by yourself

Fuck growing up

Fuck living on your own

Fuck money

Fuck humanity

Fuck the motherfuckers that try to hold you down.

Fuck wanting to knock someone's teeth down their throat

Fuck people that bail on you

Fuck it all.

Seriously.

Just fuck it all.

IM A DRAGON!

13. Thoughts and opinions on Mean Girls

This movie has a devilish amount of truth to it, I suppose. How corruptable youth is, how highschool can be for some people. I never really related though. If anything, I related to Janice.

14. Do you have any siblings

I do. Kind of.

I have a half brother and I have a half sister. I also have a "brother"

We never lived together, so we aren't super close or anything. But aside from that, I get along with them rather well.

15.Favorite Junk Food

Gotta go with Funyuns on this. And, of course, icecream.

16. Favorite Disney Princess Movie

Disney princess? Not so sure. I really liked the Princess and the Frog???

17.Thoughts on Ugg boots.

A trend that should have died out a long, long time ago.

Picture unrelated.

Two Days

11. Your Top 3 Favorite Bands

1.The Weakerthans

I've been listening to these guys for years now. A lot of people don't recognize the name, either. Apparently they're pretty popular in Canada.

There music, I always find, is inspiring. Every time I listen to them, I feel like I learn something. The Weakerthans have a song for any moment of any day. For any feeling, any emotion and any situation.

2.Protest the Hero

Here is another band that I've been following for a few years now. Their album "Kezia" is my absolute favorite. I often choose them for long car rides. (They keep me awake!) They're one of the few heavy bands that I've discovered that actually have important lyrics. Important lyrics AND a concept album? From a metal band?! Yes, it is possible!

I don't really have a third, to be honest. I have my two favorites, then the rest that I really, really like are all pretty even!

12. Your Thoughts or Opinions on Harry Potter

Funny that you should ask, as we just spent Thanksgiving watching the first 6, then went to the movies the next day to see the 7th.

I grew up with Harry Potter (and Harry Potter grew up with me, actually). So, the entire series is very dear to me. Every book and every movie has been purchased or viewed on the first available day (except for this last one, actually, because I was traveling...) Basically, I freaking love the Harry Potter series.